There are too many people walking around trying to be something, someone, who they have invented...or more specifically someone else invented, or some image that has sprouted from a sub culture and the only way they can be part of it is to act the part and wear the right clothes...
But if you ever have the opprotunity to sit and quietly witness, the people that don't play the parts well are very transparent. They put aside all their true loves...that passing song that might have made them tap their toe, oh watch out...don't do that, it ain't cool babe! The friendship that could have been...
I was in a group of people, and someone needed a cell phone....everyone laughed. Who, here, would have a cell phone? I won't ever own a cell phone, they call out... That is when I mention, well, I have a cell phone, but it is at my home. I am certainly not bound to my phone, but when I need it, I am pratically happy that I have it.
No one else pitched up, so it was assumed that no one else had phone. But, later, in a dark corner, a pale, thin lipped female quickly text messaged a friend, and I felt a pity for her that I feel for people trapped, prisoners..
I guess to sum up what I am trying to express, which is hard to express, I don't have time for these fucking idiots.
The following evening, I was gallavanting with a gang of people who are really living life, are tasting all parts of life, they are not constrainted to a certain culture, or image ..... because they like costume parties perhaps.....but I said to them, thank you all for being so awesome and real and genuine.
I leave my weekend, with the thought of my quest in life. Regardless of backgrounds, I will revel in the company of all. It opens your world up for a better perspective, and leaves you with the company of your own true choices and desires. I get so much out of life from the people around me. The more you roll in it, the more you see and know what you want.....
So, please, go kindly into this brutal world. Welcome new people into the room, make eye contact with strangers and walk tall my friends...
